04.11.21 Debate about call and voice msg / Concerns about my future job / Words made misunderstanding

If voice message is the same with call, why do you use call?

Lack of interaction and voice messages doesn't happen at the same time <-> Call doesn't happen at the same time too.

 I could have said it can also be misunderstanding from wrong words I chose to explain that call is different with voice messages. But I said CHILDISH first about saying "Call isn't at the same time. One says and then the other one says." The fault is on me since I spit out "childish." The reason why I said was I think the other one could understand what I meant when I said "at the same time" as that people can directly interact with each other, share opinions at the same time but the other one focused on physical time. Then every conversation cannot happen at the same time. I might choose wrong vocabulary and the other one was tired and hung up, saying "Eww I don't like it."

 

(04.13.21)

How can I call you after you hung up like that and you don't like to pick up the phone? 

It's not because I have a lot of free time. If the reason were from much time, I would talk with the other people. I talked to you because it was you. 

It is real time to move on. Now it for real feels like break-up. Good.

 

(21:58 04/15)(07:58 04/15) Hey 

(11:10 04/16)(21:10 04/15) It happened again...

(11:11 04/16)(21:11 04/15) We've been through it before. We are veterans now

I don't think so. It got me to feel real break-up and gave me a lesson that break-up cannot be left good. I'm not gonna take care about your messages or call anymore as you've wanted. I'm tired of spending too much energy sending and receiving long arguing text messages, so let me stop here.

I told you I might use wrong vocabularies so 'at the same time' might have had to be changed into words such as 'instantly'. If call and voice message is the same, why do people use call instead of voice message? Also the purpose I talked about call was that I wanted to mutually communicate with you since sometimes you've felt like virtual as my time in Korea gets longer.

I wonder if proving difference between call and voice message was really needed. From my point of view, you were busy bringing up my faults without trying to understand what I wanted to say.

- If I was enormously a lot interested in Machine learning things, even if studying statistics was difficult I should have studied harder and gotten at least some confidence or proudness, as I guess. However I'm not confident for this industry. I do like and have curiosity to learn more about analysis but my capacity is low. 
I also like hanging out with kids and teaching Korean easily
I'm not good at writing and didn't get good grades for Korean literature test and my reading books pace is slow so I hadn't thought to study Korean things in univ cos it for sure has 

 

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Be careful of words to cause bad understanding, annoying. Making fun of (x) => Laughing at (O)